Tuesday, 22 March 2005
eh oh.. =/
sry abt todae.. i was totally fed up with those ppl playing "music" in 3H todae..
was tt irritating?.. sumbody tell mi 'no', i'm going to start a argument straight awae..
dont ask me y..
y do ppl like to play solo when their part is not meant to play solo?..sho many ppl playing sho many different parts at the same time is so damn annoying lor.. sometimes i'll like u all to listen for urselves..
AND.. even though u all play the same parts, u all dont seem to care abt the tone.. and all those things tt make music sound nice..
i'm trying to organise the whole thing while u all play loud like continuous exploding bombs.. [ok i'm exaggerating.. but i really cant stand the noise] (wads tt?.. fff?..)
THANK YOU for making my job EASIER..
y the h*** did u choose me as DM when u dont listen?.. ok.. i noe wad u all wanna sae.. "its ms lai/ ms tan who chose u.. not us"
y didnt u disagree in the first place?..
i'm just trying to enhance the time used todae lor..
its not like u can learn alot by sitting there.. or blasting until everybody goes deaf..
ok.. i gave up.. i went back to the band store.. and i dunno who the h*** triggered the old problem of my ear.. [try sticking ur ear to a radio tt is badly tuned]
so... i went quietly to the 4th floor.. thr.. i practised The Saint And The City..
i was so angry i was blasting.. then i cooled down..
then at 5pm+.. i walked back to the band store.. with the expectation of the noise in there.. i became angry again.. [blame it on my hormones]
i kept my instrument quietly.. i tried to hold back my tears.. i dunno y i started crying.. mayb its bcoz tears come out when i get so worked up just now..
i dunno wad ms lai said.. i just wanted to get hme.. and hug the onli thing tt helps me relax..
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u wan to blame... blame it on the problematic sec1 who plays trombone..
at first wan trombone.. then wan trombone with trigger.. then take thr liao they play awhile then say dun wan.. any instrument oso dun wan try.. TRY leh.. not LEARN leh.. so hard ar?.. everything oso dun wan.. do HOMEwork and SCHOOL u wan..
i started talking to them.. asking them wad they wan.. trying to change their mindset.. THEN.. joe comes into the picture.. he's like trying to force them to "eat medicine"
u wan the hard way?.. fine..
i could forgo the study leave and discipline them if i had to..
those tt dun listen to me.. dun expect me to listen to u.. i'll make u eat ur own medicine.. sounds gd?..
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sry if anyone is offended.. ok la... say sumthing funni to cheer "those ppl who r unrelated to the above" up..
boon siong was damn suay lor.. juz walk out of sch not far awae.. then gort bird shit land on his socks.. =X
kk... my head is so trobbing rite now..
Bu4!z~ [rmb to tag hor]