sigh.. ok la.. i liked fangyu for quite a long time..
BUT.. ppl say.. like is diff. frm love..
as is girlfriend diff. from wife.. (Dr. Charles Chia say de.. =x) (his wife calls him every now and then.. so.. er.. loving.. lol.. xD)
cant really find the courage to love..
mayb its bcos of some bad memories.. subconciously affecting me..
one of them would be.. my parents are divorced?
2nd thing would be my sis and her previous bf.. catastrophic disaster.. omg..
another possibility is.. nvm.. promised myself to forget abt tt.. heex..
tts y i've been distancing myself anyway..
also.. i've been doing the wrong things.. saying the wrong stuff.. at the wrong times!..
how much worse can i get..

"You've got to dance like nobody's watching and love like it's never going to hurt. People say true friends must always hold hands, but true friends dont need to hold hands because they know the other hand will always be there.." - Jeslyn Toh (i dunno whr she got this from.. i dunno how to do this too.. =/)