Tuesday, 25 March 2008
boo..been reading my own posts since i stepped into SP band..
(the first place i went in SP after i got my letter..)
i miss disturbing Cindy.. =x
i miss the easy easy get "B" modules..
i miss MLT2.. well.. sort of.. haha.. not the smell.. no..
i miss raising funds for sweden trip.. although we didnt actually go to sweden.. (square hash browns.. yumm..)
i miss neglecting my studies for band..
i miss ponning school and only coming for band!..
i miss feeling that everything is new..
i miss the stuff we did on band camps..
i miss talking to fangyu like nth happened..
:'(
most of these things i can't experience anymore..
but.. others.. i have to get past myself first.. cos.. it just doesnt feel right now..
btw.. Cindy.. feel honoured hor.. hahas
saw her.. mark and his gf.. jennifer.. yonghui.. today when having sectionals..
dunno why.. but it feels great to see them..
i hate what i was feeling before.. before.. =(
feel so rigid.. and frigid.. and dead.. and.. aiya.. fucking awful..
totally sucks..
I HATE ITP too..